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Rockin' Getaway

6/12/2023

We could’ve done without the wasted guy in the hallway at the Hampton Inn at 2 a.m. banging on someone’s door (thankfully not ours) yelling “Bert!” “Bert!” “Bert!” Likewise the crazy lightning and pounding rain that forced a complete evacuation of Atlanta’s Central Park moments before the performance of boygenius, a band Lucy and I had driven 438 miles to see.

But pretty much the rest of our quick two-night adventure was flawless. We poked around town, hit bookstores, record stores and coffee shops, laughed almost constantly and did in fact see the storm pass and boygenius take the stage, three hours late (and after we’d given up and gone for ice cream to celebrate my girl’s 18th birthday). What a blast.

“You don’t need to be away very long, you just need to be away,” my wife told us before we left home. Wise counsel indeed.

Miami Notebook

9/17/2021

… Early morning light is beginning to seep through the window. I force myself out of bed, into my clothes from last night and out to the beach. The sunrise is starting its show. Surprisingly few others are in sight, only a shirtless muscle-y guy who appears to be meditating in the sand and a young woman seated a little farther away, watching and waiting. A thin row of clouds floats along the horizon as the sun moves upward, its redness reflecting in the calm Atlantic at my feet. It’s quiet and serene and absolutely zen. The woman nearby stands suddenly, strips to her bathing suit and runs full speed into the water, diving in and swimming out to a spot maybe 25 yards offshore. She stops and just soaks up the moment. A fiery Miami Beach sunrise is something to behold.

… The traffic is jammed as I inch my way through industrial North Miami. I’m taking a detour to see what is probably one of the most important recording studios on the planet. When I finally steer into the tiny parking lot, it’s not much to look at. But this nondescript building on NE 149th Street is hallowed ground, where many of the greatest rock musicians have laid down their biggest hits. Think The Eagles, Billy Joel, Eric Clapton, Aretha Franklin, The Bee Gees, Fleetwood Mac, AC/DC, Allman Brothers Band, Rod Stewart, Lenny Kravitz, Bob Marley and tons of more current names in the pop, Latin and rap worlds. The list is ridiculously long and luminous. And here I stand in the burning sun outside Criteria Recording Studios, barely able to see over the privacy fence but feeling the vibes nonetheless. A geeky musician thing this is, but wow, what a historic site, what a fertile creative nexus for rock royalty.

… After walking two hours in the heat of Miami Beach, I spot a small Mexican restaurant just off Espaniola Way. I’m seated by the window and craving tacos and a cold Pacifico. “Hi, I’m Pablo and I will take care of you,” says a very tall, skinny young man with braces on his teeth. He is kind and attentive and brings five different kinds of salsa for my chips. “My favorite is the green one,” he says. It’s the spiciest for sure. I ask him how long he’s been working here and if he likes it. He says he just started waiting tables after months in the kitchen and bussing tables, avoiding customers because his English wasn’t good. “I’m from Argentina,” he says proudly. I tell him he’s doing a great job and his English seems fine to me. “Thank you. Thank you. I feel good about it.” He’s all smiles and quite an asset to this restaurant. And the tacos are freaking amazing.

Off He Goes

8/20/2021

It’s not that I’m sad to see him go. It’s just that I’ll miss giving him advice every day and, you know, doing my dad thing. Which, now that I say that, probably explains why he’s ready for us to split after moving him into his dorm this morning, grabbing lunch and taking sobby goodbye photos. “Remember, I’m right up the street,” he says. And yeah that’s true, UCF is less than 45 minutes from our house. I guess I just worry he won’t take good enough care of himself if his parents aren’t there to boss him around. “If it comes down to survival, yes I’ll be fine,” he says. “If it’s small stuff like personal hygiene, then maybe not.” He’s joking. I think. So we force ourselves to leave, actually move our bodies toward the door, with mom crying and me trying to be strong and checking again to make sure the new mini fridge is cold enough. Yep, nice and cool. I really am fine. Swear.

A Slower, More Scenic Path

4/4/2021

At first I’d just planned to take the shortest possible route. Then I mapped my drive from Atlanta to Winston-Salem again and noticed a squiggly option a little too north and west that mostly avoided interstates and cities, a longer choice by almost two hours meandering through mountain towns and scenic stretches.

Yes, that.

Onward I steered, the highway eventually skinnying to two lanes, my car climbing steeper and steeper grades, coasting down the other sides, all of it a daydream of hills and forests and streams.

Asheville presented itself under gray skies, winter still clinging. I spent maybe an hour downtown, instinctively walking the grounds of Thomas Wolfe’s childhood home, grabbing coffee and wandering aimlessly before getting back behind the wheel.

Driving again, the road still rising, misty blue ridges in all directions, ghostly, ancient.

There’s a reason Wolfe is deified for his jottings about western North Carolina. “I turn and find again the things that I have always known: the cool sweet magic of starred mountain night, the huge attentiveness of dark, the slope, the street, the trees, the living silence of the houses waiting, and the fact that April has come back again.”

I chanced on taking the longer, slower path and am the better for it.

Win or Lose, We're Always There

2/6/2021

No pandemic was going to keep us from being there, masked up and ready to win. We’ve made almost all of our son’s basketball games this season, his senior year at Olympia High School and probably the last of his organized sports. You can bet we’re beating back tears. Ever since kindergarten he’s played on a team, learning, growing, making friends, honing a mean three-point shot. And all along we parents have been gathering in the bleachers, taking shifts selling microwaved pizza and Skittles in the concession stand, and sharing in the victories and heartbreaking losses. Hundreds of games we’ve attended, literally. Last night was the final one of the regular season, a triumphant but undeniably somber bookend to our family’s glorious run with basketball. With an 18-5 record, Jackson’s team heads to the district tournament next week and, heck yeah, we’ll be there, masked and misty-eyed, probably taking another selfie, and praying we can stretch this fleeting feeling by as many more games as the boys can muster.

The Compliance of Competition

1/9/2021

Defeat is hard to accept. But I have watched my children, and many other children, do it for years now with a facility that is both admirable and instructional. Mostly it happens, in my observation, on the basketball court. There are games when my son and his teammates command such an explosive victory that you can almost see the blood pulsing in their veins as their feet dance and bodies gyrate in celebration. And there are games like last night's when the loss is deep and dark and deafening. What is consistent with these young people is the understanding of how a game fundamentally works and, on a loftier level, how all life works. A referee may make a bad call, a really wrong and unfair call. There is a bit of eye rolling but quickly these kids move on, keeping their focus on what you might call the compliance of competition. They know it takes both sides, a winner and a loser, to make a compelling contest, to produce an opportunity to shine or to realize you can do better or to simply feel the thrill of possibility. I doubt they would put it in those words, but that is how I see it. There's much to glean from these kids, these rivals, about advancing with purpose, unity and ultimately respect for rules and each other.

Welcome to Adulthood

12/23/2020

Today is kind of a big deal. Its Jackson‘s birthday. Not just any birthday. He's turning 18.

That means, according to state law, we can evict him if we want to because he is a man now, capable of fending for himself. Of course we won't do that. He’s still our baby boy.

Being the rocker I am, I can't help but hear that line from Alice Cooper's I'm Eighteen: “I got a baby’s brain and an old man’s heart.” And what a heart our son has. He's a kind young man with an easy smile who's always laughing and finding the good in the bad. He genuinely cares. Although when he texted me in the wee hours the other night to ask if he could stay out later with friends, it rattled me from a sweet sleep. I realize he won't feel obligated to ask for permission much longer.

He has covered a lot of ground over the years, from Baby Einstein videos and Matchbox cars to varsity basketball, college-level high school courses and ultra-sophisticated music production. He's taught me more than I ever imagined, most of all how to be a kid again. Our hope for Jackson is that one day he knows the depth of love we've had the pleasure of knowing these 18 years.

Happy birthday, big guy!

Routine Maintenance in Overdrive

9/11/2020

Oil change and tire rotation. That’s it. Super simple. Yet a visit to the Toyota dealership for service is always an involved and some might say over-orchestrated affair.

It's a theme park of an experience, staged in a vast and sparkling complex with an army of cheery (and masked) employees in matching red shirts and in constant motion, speaking to customers, tapping keyboards, rustling paperwork, making calls. They call me twice, in fact, as I slump in a soft leather chair reading a book in a far corner of the showroom. Both times the female voices suggest I speak to a manager about a great offer they can make on my 2016 Highlander if I’d like to drive home today in a brand new car. "I love my current car but thanks."

Just as soon as I'm back to my book a text buzzes from Joseph, my service advisor: “Rear brake pads at 3mm almost metal on metal needs replacement.” Well, of course. He gives me 10 percent off, so there’s that.

I realize I could avoid the dealer and go to a smaller shop for these things. I’m sure I could save money. But I guess I’m loyal. And whiling away a couple of hours at one of the nation’s largest Toyota dealers isn’t necessarily bad. It’s a well-oiled “customer experience” machine, all this sales and service and deal making, and I believe these folks really do care.

Joseph makes his way over to me with something in his hand. "This is for a $25 rebate on the brake work. Just fill it out and mail it in. Thought you'd want this."

Another Musical Milestone

9/5/2020

It all started years ago with the banging of pots and pans on the kitchen floor, our little boy’s arms flailing with spatula and spoon, electricity in his eyes. Then came the funky rhythms he'd hum, moved by some thumping beat in his head. He’d mouth percussive sounds ... click, pop! ... click, pop! ... always in time, no drums needed. Piano lessons happened next followed by guitar class in middle school and soon the software and gadgets for recording his own songs. Little by little he got the nerve to sing and now you can't pull him away from this stuff. Combine Jackson's musical urgency with the great camera work and visual storytelling of his buddy RJ, and this video is what you get. So proud of these kids.

Escape to the Past

7/25/2020

I’ve always loved this place. You can apply the usual descriptors. Charming. Quaint. Historic. Definitely historic. St. Augustine was established in 1565, in fact. America’s Oldest City is a fun little town with an impressive share of arts and culture. It can be tacky, though, and a bit of a backwater beyond the main drag. A browser at a record store just off King Street asks the guy behind the counter (and through the plexiglass) what it’s like to live here. “It’s interesting,” he says. “It’s a combination of a tourist town and a beach town, and since we’re kind of in the middle of the woods, you’ll see some rednecks.” I might’ve crossed paths with a few today. Actually I’m starting to worry about my own neck. Pass the sunscreen, it’s a scorcher!

Take Me to the Sea

7/12/2020

When I close my eyes and think back, what comes to mind first are the sand spurs. Oooh, ooow, that one hurt. They always surprised me, and still do, even though I've known all along they're there, just waiting, the pointy bastards. Going to the beach as a kid meant sunburns and fried shrimp and go-carts and motel swimming pools. Later it meant getting away with friends and letting loose and making questionable decisions. The beach still has a powerful pull for me, its sense of elsewhere and disconnection worth a million bucks. "Hey, everybody have a good time?" I ask my teenagers as we return home from a day trip to Cocoa Beach. "What? Yeah, it was good," the boy says, momentarily removing an AirPod. I shouldn't ask. I know they enjoyed it. We splished and splashed and boogie boarded. Threw a football. Snacked on PB&Js and pretzels and Rice Krispies Treats. Talked and laughed and picked at each other and eventually tired of it all. The tent came down, the bags were repacked and we sweated our way across the scorching sand to the parking lot. Exactly six hours and 136 miles later, we're home and everyone has dispersed again, the heat and salt and breaking waves just another set of memories. A fine day. Oh, and no sand spurs.

A Wise Investment

5/28/2020

I bought this guitar, a Gibson ES-335, in 1984 for what I recall was around $900. A chunk of change for a high school senior. If I’m doing the math right, this instrument has been a central part of my life for some 13,000 days now, making the cost about 7 cents a day, so far. Now that’s my kind of investment!

Restless and Dreaming

5/23/2020

Patience has never been my thing. I need resolution, fast. What I desperately want is to board a plane full of people, even noisy kids, and travel somewhere, anywhere, even squeezed into a middle seat. I want to check into a crowded hotel. Shake hands. Hug friends. Sit next to coworkers and strangers. High-five my sweaty comrades at the skatepark. Gather with musicians in a tiny room and jam for hours. Belly up to the bar. I want to be fully involved, mask-less and unconcerned. I hear "We'll get through this" and know it's just as hard for that person, too. Look, I realize I've got it pretty good and am thankful, always. Yet here we are, restless and dreaming, in pretty much the same place we've been for two months and counting. It's a perpetual rainy day, and I’m ready for the sun to come out. Even partly cloudy would be nice.

Fresh Air Never Felt So Good

4/30/2020

For an instant I thought the woman was speaking to me. It was a slow, reassuring voice. “Hey, you know where you’re goin’?” She was close, maybe 25 feet, but all I could make out through the scrub palm was a vague shuffling. Even though I was arguably lost, she wasn’t talking to me, probably didn’t even know I was there, wrangling her small child and crunching her way down the trail. This oasis of old Florida, the Tibet-Butler Preserve, isn’t a place I’ve visited much. It’s small, just over 400 acres, but almost entirely removes you from the annoyances of traffic and subdivisions and strip centers just beyond its boundaries. Meandering along trails, some grassy, some sandy, becomes slightly eerie when all you hear are the sudden movements of small creatures just out of sight, scampering in the ferns and palmetto and stopping behind fallen tree limbs. I sidestep a gopher tortoise. The boomy bellow of a frog, I think it’s a frog, echoes across a swamp. Sunshine filters through the cypress. I’ve escaped, for a moment, the hum of civilization, not to mention the dread of a global pandemic.

Corona Notes

3/25/2020

... Never in my life have I had such a good reason not to shave. There’s no place to go, no one to impress. And maybe this act of defiance is my way of giving the virus the finger. ”You look like Papa Smurf,” my smart-ass, I mean delightful, wife says. True, there’s a lot of gray (OK, white) in my scruff. But I’m giving this beard a go until it becomes ridiculous. Which might be soon.

... Just the semblance of a cough now freaks us out. I hear my wife hack on the sofa. I shoot her a look and ask, “Is that a dry cough?” “No,” she insists, finishing a gulp of something. “It’s an I’ve-got-orange-juice-stuck-in-my-throat cough.”

... All of a sudden I realize we’re going to need chemicals for the pool during the shutdown. A call to Pinch-a-Penny is answered by a peppy guy eager to please. “We are number 21 on the list of essential businesses,” he informs me. And I’m glad for it. I drive over and grab a jug of chlorine. “You’ve got to take care of your pool,” he says. “It’s built-in entertainment for the kids.”

... It isn’t bread or toilet paper we’re after. We want music. An old jazz album by McCoy Tyner for me, the new Harry Styles for my daughter. We yearn for vinyl so start calling record stores from the car. The good guys at Park Avenue CDs are in and check their inventory and find Lucy’s choice but not the old man’s, though their jazz selection is usually extensive. For the first and hopefully last time, we arrange to make our purchase over the phone and pick it up curbside at the store. “Thanks guys,” says the tattooed clerk, handing over the brown paper bag with latex gloves. Oh, and I’ve discovered that Harry Styles is actually really good, quite an imaginative musician. “He’s so vibey,” is how my girl puts it.

... Where did all these people come from? Neighbors everywhere! We walk around the hood in the evening like we usually do and encounter folks we’ve never seen before. Couples, families, young people, all strolling, biking, skating. Everyone’s friendly. “Hello!” “Hi!” “How are you?” An outing early the next morning is a little quieter. “It’s so nice to hear the birds chirping,” says a woman I pass on the sidewalk. “They don’t know anything’s wrong.”